say i love you

Is me asking you to love me back like asking for a million dollar

all i ask is that you give me you physically emotionally and mentally and then you i will never bother

i often wonder what it is about her that you love so much

maybe im not pretty and just dont have that special touch

what if i was 10 lbs thinner with hazel brown eyes

a little waist and smaller thighs

except me with my flaws

because i have excepted you

and please understand that was not the easiest thing to do

so next time i say im sad comfort me

when i open my arms hug me

and when i say i love you

say it back

i think im almost over him

He dragged me along for far too long

and i believe that its time for me to let go

i heard many people say that a man can only do what you allow them to do

so i guess I'm to blame for my own stress and heart ache

the expression stuck between a rock and a hard place pertain to my situation

do i leave and risk losing something that can maybe one day bring me happiness

or do i search for Mr. happiness and leave Mr. heart ache

whose to say that one day Mr. Happiness will not make the switch to become Mr. Heart ache just as Mr. Heart ache once was Mr. Happiness

what a risk and what a decisions!

A year a and a half what a waste of time

no accomplishments and no commitment

but love that goes deep

at least on my side i can say for sure

i told myself many of times that i was going to leave him alone

but it seem as though i was only lying to myself

i was told that i was persuasive!

i know that with prayer i can overcome many obstacles

so my next step is to prey for strength

strength to get rid of heart ache before it get rid of me

emotionally and mentally.