In n out of my heart

My heart isn't designed to operate as a revolving door
In and out you walk and i cant take this shit no more
I rather you come in and lock the door behind you or leave and never return
Its only so many times i would allow this revolving door to turn

I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULD NEVER BE PUT IN THIS SITUATION AGAIN
TO OPEN UP AND ALLOW ANYONE IN
KNOWING THAT THE PIECES OF MY HEART WERE NEVER PROPERLY GATHER
FROM THE PREVIOUS TIMES IT WAS SHATTERED
BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU NONE OF THAT SEEMS TO MATTER
JUS UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE ENTERED A SACRED ZONE
WHERE THERE IS LESS TO BE SAID AND MORE TO BE SHOWN
IM OFFERING YOU A BIG PIECE OF JANAYL
BUT MY ONLY REQUEST IS THAT YOU TREAT HER WELL

FATAL ATTRACTION

LOOK IN MY SOUL
LOOK IN MY PURSE
AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK
YOU PROBABLY THINK IM CRAZY AND IN NEED OF A SHRINK
WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY SOUL CAN YOU READ THAT ITS DARK LIKE DAYLIGHT WITHOUT THE SUN
AND WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY PURSE AND SEE THAT GUN
CAN YOU TELL I JUST OFFED A BITCH IN THE PRESENCE OF HER SON
DO I APPEAR TO BE A PERSON WHO IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE
AND BE PUT INTO A POSITION
WHERE THE JUDGE GIVE ME A SENTENCE
THAT CAN NEVER BE FULFILLED
OR A PERSON WHO HAS BEEN MISTREATED AND OUT TO TAKE BACK WHATS HERS
EVEN IF THAT MEAN DUMPING BODIES AND TRUNKING KIDS
ALLOWING HEAVEN TO BE THEIR NEW PLACE TO LIVE
YES IM GUILTY, FOR FALLING IN LOVE
AND I CAN SAY THAT IT WAS MY FAULT
BUT YOUR TO BLAME FOR THE PAIN
THAT TOOK ME TO THE POINT OF INSANE
NEVER THINK THAT I COULD BE HURT AND HAVE NO REACTION
EVEN THOUGH NOW IM YOUR LOVER
I CAN ALSO BE A CRUCIAL FATAL ATTRACTION

NOT STUPID, JUS LOST WITHOUT A GUIDE
NOT DEPERATE, JUST IN SEARCH OF HAPPINESS FOR MY PAIN TO HIDE
NOT CRAZY, JUST TWISTED IN THE EXPECTATION OF SOCIETY
NOT WEIRD, JUST BELIEVE PEOPLE OPINIONS SHOULDNT BOTHER ME

I been through the rainy days in April
and the sunny days in June
to know that happiness comes quick but ends too soon
so many things i hide behind my smile
I cant express my feelinz or maybe i dont know how
I never knew a heart could hold so much pain
Is there a limit to heartache that takes you to the point of insane

KILLER ON THE LOOSE

AS I STAND HERE I WATCH THIS KILLER MAKE MY PEOPLE DISAPPEAR
ITS KINDA LIKE IT HAS SOME TYPE OF POWER THAT MY ENTIRE RACE FEAR
THERES NOWHERE TO RUN THIS KILLER HAS TAKEN OVER OUR ATMOSPHERE
SO I DECIDE TO GATHER INFORMATION AND TRY TO FACE THE FACT AND THEN I REALIZE THAT THIS KILLER ATTACKS MOSTLY BLACKS
BUT THERE NO TIME FOR STEREOTYPE MY PEOPLE IS DYING
YOUNG MEN BEING CAPTURED MOTHERS LEFT CRYING
BUT THE NEWS REPORT DONT CHANGE
SAME STORE JUST A DIFFERENT NAME
PEOPLE OFTEN SPEAK ABOUT HOW THEY WOULD NEVER PUT THEIR FAMILY THROUGH THIS PAIN
BUT UNPROTECTED SEX SCREAMS OUT THE KILLER'S NAME

R.I.P MONEY aka ANT

Money i know if you were here you wouldnt want me to cry
i knew you for more than two years and its fucked up i didnt get the chance to say goodbye
but thats life n these tears for you i cry
i never thought i see the day that you will die
you called me and told me you was moving to cali and that Monday i heard u got a bullet in your body
my first instinct was to cry but i heard you was alive but a few days later ya aunt told me you died
thats fucked up that shit took ya life
you was a young bul u aint live ya life
but hey i cant wait til i meet u again
and my bad i can stop these tears from dripping down my chin
but imma try to b a G for you and suck it up
but i love and this shit that happen is really fucked up
R.I.P MONEY