My place in Life

AS i look over my life i dont think this earth is where im meant to be

often feeling like a waste of space

only to hope that my entire life could be erased

asking god was my purpose to be miserable and bring everybody pain

to never be happy and have nothing good to gain

yea i walk around with a smile that can brighten up the entire world

but as the moon goes up and the sun come down my pretty smile turns into a frown covered by tears

my friends calling me all times of the night

knowing i mean thinking im the strong one to help them through their life long fight

but what they don't know is that the same tears they claimed to fall from their eyes

is the same tears i cried millions of times

many mornings awakening with red eyes and dry tears

only to know that the next morning they will again appear

feeling coming from the pit of my soul

crazy hurtful emotions taking total control

but than i hear the voice of my father telling me to stay strong

and thanks to him is the reason im still holding on